“You have to find out what’s special about you as a person, and you always have to be developing your point of view.” – John Turturro
I was at an audition recently and I ran into an actor that I’ve seen many times over the years reading for the same part as me. I could tell by his posture and body language that he was not confident in the audition he was about to have. He eventually said to me,”I haven’t got a shot. Did you see who else is reading for this?” Well, I understand this train of thought very well. Many acting jobs have been won and lost in the actors waiting area. I once had an actor try to ease his own anxiety by very loudly saying to me, “How come you are so damn calm?!!” I was calm because I knew what my job was and how to do it. He didn’t affect me in any way other than making me chuckle.
It’s easy to get caught up in waiting room antics. It’s even easier to get lost down a road of negative thoughts. Ultimately, it’s not about the job. It’s not about who else is reading for the role. It’s not about who might or might not be in the audition room to give or not give you a job. The actor who thought he didn’t have a shot went on to say that knowing he wasn’t going to get the part relieved the pressure. If he hadn’t been trying to convince himself of that he would have been right.
The only thing that matters is how you feel about the role. If you can put all the bullshit aside and breathe life into your work then you have succeeded. Focus on the character – your feelings and your point of view. That is your job.